ESPSUB [Escena Feliz de He Dun] EP05 | ROMANCE/SUSPENSE | Yang Zi/Jing Boran | YOUKU
♪The place closest to the sun♪ ♪Is that called paradise♪ ♪I don’t have to pretend to be strong there♪ ♪And I can take it easy♪ ♪If we have to talk about dreams♪ ♪Then I’m brave enough to wander around♪ ♪But what I want the most♪ ♪Is to have you by my side♪ ♪I can’t stop♪
♪Crying♪ ♪Because I almost forget what home is like♪ ♪My sadness♪ ♪Pushes me to grow up♪ ♪But it’s easy to get lost when I’m lonely♪ ♪My childhood memories♪ ♪Are about smiles♪ ♪Boat trips♪ ♪And the candy you gave me as a reward♪ ♪I panic now♪ ♪Because I long for love♪ ♪Because I still want you♪
♪To see me♪ [He Dun’s Happiness] [Episode 5] This should be a woman. Do you think this is An Na? Don’t wait for the ending of An Na’s story anymore. This story has no end. It suddenly occurred to me that you and An Na look quite alike. Although in this photo,
She looked much younger than she was when I met her, it should be her. So you’re Xiaokele. You just started college at that time, didn’t you? How could you drift from place to place? Mom, what’s the truth? Can you please tell me if you’re An Na? Xiaojun went abroad precisely because
He didn’t want to see you. I’m begging you, please don’t come looking for him again, okay? Xiaojun? Xiran. Let me see. I’m your sister, let me have a look. What’s wrong with you? What are you doing? What’s the matter? Why are you crying? Those who cry are those who are wronged.
I’m not wronged. Why do you torture yourself? Look at your face and hands. How can you perform? How can you play the guitar? I’m pissed off. Tell me, what are you… When you were at home, I’d never asked you to do chores. Why are you torturing yourself like this? I was thoughtless before.
However, what’s wrong with me earning my own living? Don’t pity me. Xiran, let’s go home, okay? We’ve kept your room for you. We haven’t even touched it. Let’s go home. Please, go home with me. I won’t return. Xiping, I’m fine. Everything is okay. What are you doing? Don’t you know
That Xiaojun has already left? He hasn’t! He promised me that he’d take me on a national tour. He also told me that if we couldn’t afford an apartment, we’d buy a van. We’d stay together and that would be our home. Don’t be silly, okay? Wake up! I’m begging you. Xiping, you don’t understand.
He said he’d buy me a new guitar and we could sing and dance around the campfire. That’s the life I want. That’s my dream. Look, we’re not alike at all. We’re totally different. Don’t worry about me. Go back. Go back! How about Xiaokele then? Wandering around with you? Xiping… Okay, don’t cry.
Come in. Be careful. Take it easy. Whose home is this? This is my home. So pretty. Xiping, that’s your boyfriend? Yes. I won’t stay here then. What? Where are you going then? Sit down. You’re so headstrong. Where else can you stay? At that warehouse office again? The conditions there are terrible.
I’ve discussed it with my boyfriend. We’ll bring Xiaokele here. Don’t worry, just stay here with her and heal your foot injury. Good girl. I’ll bring you hot water. Xiping and I were going to hold our wedding in three days. Yet in the end, the funeral of Xiran, your mother, was held first.
I have to admit that I was surprised when I first met you. How’s she? She’s gone. This child… She’s Xiaokele. At that time, I thought you were such a weird child. After I met you, you didn’t cry and you refused to speak. You were so wary of everyone, except Xiping.
What did your mom say? They said Xiran chose to leave herself, so this was just the consequence of her own doing. And they won’t accept the child for the same reason. What do you think then? Zhaocheng, I want to raise her. But we haven’t got married yet. That has nothing to do
With this decision. If you agree, we’ll get married. If you don’t, then I won’t marry you. Let’s talk in private for a second. You really want to adopt her? She’s my sister’s child. I have to take care of her. This is the one last thing I can do for Xiran.
If I gave her up, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself for the rest of my life. Zhaocheng, you don’t have to accept her and I don’t want to pressure you into it either. Let’s just make it clear now. I must adopt this kid. Whenever Xiping left you,
You burst into tears and couldn’t stop crying. Later I understood it too. In a situation like this, a kid this little would naturally ask the person closest to her for comfort. You just keep spoiling her, huh? Since she came to our place, she has hardly talked. The kindergarten principal said
She didn’t fit in. She shouldn’t go to kindergarten. They said we should take her to the hospital for a check. What does that mean? Do they think something is wrong with my kid? They didn’t say that. They just said she was quite different from her peers. She doesn’t speak because she’s been traumatized.
She feels insecure. We need to care more for her. Okay, I’ll see her. Xiaokele, are you playing hide and seek with me? Why are you hiding here? Get out now. Isn’t it hot inside? Let me see. Why are you crying? What happened? Mom, I’m afraid. Don’t be afraid. Mom is here for you.
Look, this is your favorite cola. I don’t want it, no. Okay, okay. Then tell me what happened. Aren’t we going to leave here? To where? You said you’d leave with me. We won’t leave. Neither you nor I will leave. In the future, I’ll cook for you and do homework with you
As soon as I return from work. We’ll stay here and I’ll never leave you. I don’t want to lie or pretend to be a noble person. Xiping and I met in college. We dated for a few years and we were going to get married and start our own little family that year.
However, a special kid came into our lives unexpectedly. At first I didn’t agree, yet Xiping insisted on adopting you. I loved her, so in the end, I agreed with her. Since you already knew it, then I’ll tell you everything. I admit I’m not perfect. However, your mom, Zhao Xiping,
Has sacrificed a great deal for you. I’m telling you this today because I hope you can still love her just like she loves you after learning everything. Dun! Dun, what’s wrong? Dun! Dun! Dun. Dun, what’s up? Why did you lock the door? Dun. What’s wrong? You don’t feel well? What’s wrong?
I’ll take you to the hospital, okay? Dun. Dun, mom is talking to you. Dun. Dun. Hang in there! Hello. Yes, Yi, can you please come as soon as possible? Hurry up, please. Okay. Dun, listen to me and open the door. Dun. My mom is actually my aunt. And An Na
Is my biological mother. They are twins with totally different personalities. One wanted to be a star, while the other just wanted to live a simple life. Zhao Xiran, the younger sister, wanted to be a singer, which was disapproved by the whole family. She changed her name to An Na
And went to chase her dream and love with the help of her sister Zhao Xiping. However, in the end, she got neither and she became a single mother. This story is a cliché but it’s very real too. Real? Because there will always be people like her in the world.
They chase their dreams bravely and get hurt again and again. But it can happen to anyone. Life is not always easy and that’s true for all of us. That’s life for grown-ups. Also, if An Na hadn’t chased her dreams bravely, you wouldn’t be here with me now, right? But she’s had
Such a sad life. Then what happened to An Na after that? I don’t know that yet. Has anyone ever heard from her again? She died. An Na died? Mr. Ye, you want to see me? Thank you for your hard work during this time. It must be tricky to deal with the apparatus.
My bad. I didn’t do my job well. I know how capable you are. No need to doubt yourself. Hasn’t the apparatus already been approved by the Psychological Association? How could such a big error happen? I’m just doing my job. I don’t really know about the rest. Mr. Ye, if you’re really curious,
How about you ask your father directly? You’re his son. Maybe he’ll tell you the things he won’t tell me. He looks down on you and threatened you with your parents. I don’t think he deserves your loyalty. Xiaoyi, I know you’re an ambitious person. You didn’t choose to work for him to be
Who you are today, did you? Mr. Ye, you overestimate me. I just work for my boss. I do whatever the boss tells me to do. Tell me the truth. Not only will you help me, you will also help yourself. Pulling back before it’s too late will be good for everyone.
You don’t want to let your parents down because of this, do you? Tomorrow at 8pm, a new batch of chips will arrive at the port. You mean, the problem lies on the chips? Do you still remember the nightmare I told you before? You said you kept dreaming about Ms. Fu.
At that time, I thought I kept dreaming about her because I didn’t sleep well. But later, when recalling it, I found that every time I dreamed about her, there were recurring elements. A lot of elements were about her. Do you feel a sense of fate? Sense of fate? Don’t you think
Fu Tang and An Na are very similar? Both of them chased love bravely and loved freedom passionately. However, life played cruel tricks on them. You mean, you dreamed about Fu Tang because in your subconscious mind, you took Fu Tang for An Na. Very possible. So, apart from this one, are you still having
The other nightmares before? Ms. Zhao. Qian. How’s she doing? It’s okay. She’s much better. She was throwing up badly just now. She’s okay. Really? Okay. I’ve made chicken soup with red dates, her favorite. If she feels better after a while, tell her to come out and have some to keep warm.
Okay. I’ll tell her that you made soup for her later. Thank you. Go take care of her. How did you feel when you first knew this? Actually, I’d long had a hunch about this. But when I learned the truth today, I was still very surprised. Surprised only? I’m angry too. Angry with whom?
Ms. Zhao. Why? I just feel that she could have kept An Na’s story from me at the beginning. Maybe when I was very little, she didn’t want me to know it because she feared that I might be traumatized. I can understand this. But I’m already an adult now.
And still, she hadn’t planned to tell me. She even wanted to erase my biological mother from my memory. I could only have known it if she had wanted to tell me. Then what if she hadn’t wanted to tell me? I wouldn’t have known An Na’s existence or my background for all my life.
But after thinking about this, I felt that I shouldn’t be angry. And I have no right to do so. She has sacrificed so much for you that you don’t think you can blame her. Yes. Actually, I’ve always doubted that. I was already four years old at that time. How could I not recognize
My biological mother? Although they two looked very alike, I still could have told the difference when I hugged her or held her hand. However, when I listened to their explanation in front of the two of them just now, I seemed to understand it suddenly. Understand what? I thought that when I was little,
I must have witnessed some horrible things. I refused to let An Na go. You know what? We all have a psychological defense mechanism. It’s very possible that I’d erased that part from my memory. I had isolated it from my memory to protect myself so I didn’t remember it at all.
Therefore, when I heard my aunt say that she was my mom, I grasped at that straw. I thought she was my mom indeed. Maybe I’d always been lying to myself. I hate my stepfather a lot partly because he always asked my mom to choose between me and him. However, the biggest reason
Is that before I turned four, my mom and I only had each other. All I had was her and all she had was me as well. Until a man appeared suddenly. And I was asked to call that man dad. He took my mom away and intruded on our life. I was very afraid.
I thought mom would choose him and I’d lose her. I’m still in fear of that now. I don’t approve of my stepfather remarrying my mom, not only because he once abandoned my mom and me. The biggest reason is that I fear he will ask her to choose again. I’m afraid
That my mom will choose him again. I fear that my mom will abandon me. I fear that I’ll lose her again. I don’t really know. You’ve analyzed yourself so thoroughly. But, perhaps you’ve missed another possible explanation. Maybe the reason your mom didn’t tell you for so many years
Is that she had also feared of losing you once she said it. Losing me? Although she’s not your biological mother, but I think she really treats you as her own daughter. Maybe she hesitated because she feared that if she told you about this, then things wouldn’t be the same for you two again.
But I won’t change. I will never leave her. But did she know it? Perhaps she was also wondering just like you. She wondered if you’d choose her. Then why did she tell me about An Na just now? I guess she wanted you to be happy even if that meant she might lose you.
Do you want to ask her about it? Mom. Don’t move, mom. Don’t move. Mom. I’m sorry. Actually, when I heard it, I was still a bit sad. I couldn’t fully believe it. I was lost for a moment. I didn’t know who I was, He Dun or Xiaokele, so I was very afraid.
However, after calming down, I looked back on everything. Xiaokele became He Dun because someone has always been there putting up with her, loving her and spoiling her. Actually, I know I’d been a naughty child. I often threw tantrums, competed for attention with my brother and argued with He Zhaocheng.
That’s because I felt insecure. I feared… I feared I’d lose my mom again. No one can replace what you’ve done for me. You’re the one who turned Xiaokele into He Dun today. You’ve given me everything you have. I want to raise her. If you agree, we’ll get married. If you don’t,
Then I won’t marry you. Why can anyone be this silly? She did know that Xiaokele… Yes, Xiaokele is my sister’s daughter, not my own, right? After my sister passed away, I decided to adopt you. At that time, I really wasn’t prepared. I just thought with my love for my sister, I could overcome
Any difficulty. You said you’d been naughty and competed for attention with your brother. Actually, at that time, when you caused trouble for me, didn’t listen to me or refused to eat, I felt very happy. Really. The more trouble you made for me, the more I thought that I was a successful mom.
Dun considered me as her mother. Then, you grew up. I can’t live without you even though you’re not my biological daughter. I’ve thought about it a long time ago. I thought I’d tell you your background when you grew up. But I was afraid that this might be too devastating for you to bear.
I feared that you might suffer the same fate as my sister. So please forgive me. I’ve been lying to you for so many years. I’m so selfish. Dun, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done that. Mom. Mom. Mom. Thank you for giving me a home. I will always love you and
Will never leave you. Thank you. Thank you, mom. Mom… I’m sorry for this. Look at you. Okay. Dun, in this metal box, there are letters and postcards An Na wrote me in the past. After helping An Na leave, I went to study in the North. Then An Na
Drifted from one place to another to look for Xiaojun. However, every time she reached a place, she would write me a letter or a postcard. I’ve kept them for all these years because I want to give them to you someday. I’ve told you that An Na was very passionate about life.
You can tell it from what she wrote. Here you are. Do you want to have a look? No. If you feel very angry yet you can’t vent your anger and it even affects your daily life, then I think you are the one who needs counseling. He Dun isn’t used to
An enclosed space like this. Claustrophobia? Don’t touch me. Stay away from me please. Can you stay away from me? Did you have a nightmare? Nothing. I thought of horrible things. Can I talk to you now? I don’t want to talk now. He Dun! Jun should be your nickname. I’ll call you that too.
He Dun! Did I do anything wrong? No, you didn’t. It’s my problem. Effective treatments for PTSD. Wait. I’m sure something was here just now. The weather is terrible. What can it be? Let’s go. Makes sense. This place has been deserted for years. [Dad, stop it.] Dad, stop it.
♪Listen, the melody of the wind♪ ♪The sound♪ ♪Of the leaves falling down slowly♪ ♪Look, the bright sunshine♪ ♪You♪ ♪Hurried by♪ ♪The little secrets locked in my heart♪ ♪The sad but beautiful rainy season♪ ♪The inevitable and reluctant farewell♪ ♪Those bits and pieces♪ ♪Those memories♪ ♪The pen I borrowed from you and never returned♪
♪The things I pretended to know♪ ♪The sigh I happened to hear♪ ♪Those bits and pieces♪ ♪Those memories♪ ♪You’re always there, it’s all about you♪ ♪It’s all about you♪