ESPSUB [Escena Feliz de He Dun] EP02 | ROMANCE/SUSPENSE | Yang Zi/Jing Boran | YOUKU
♪The place closest to the sun♪ ♪Is that called paradise♪ ♪I don’t have to pretend to be strong there♪ ♪And I can take it easy♪ ♪If we have to talk about dreams♪ ♪Then I’m brave enough to wander around♪ ♪But what I want the most♪ ♪Is to have you by my side♪ ♪I can’t stop♪
♪Crying♪ ♪Because I almost forget what home is like♪ ♪My sadness♪ ♪Pushes me to grow up♪ ♪But it’s easy to get lost when I’m lonely♪ ♪My childhood memories♪ ♪Are about smiles♪ ♪Boat trips♪ ♪And the candy you gave me as a reward♪ ♪I panic now♪ ♪Because I long for love♪ ♪Because I still want you♪
♪To see me♪ [He Dun’s Happiness] [Episode 2] Got it. Ye Niantang is the one pulling the strings. He selected Wen Liang to be in charge [Promotion Plan for the Use at Home of the aRMS Therapeutic Apparatus] to promote the apparatus he’d researched for many years. And Jiahui knows Wen Liang
Because Ye Niantang is his adoptive father. Ms. Wen knows me well. She knows my past and my fear. You work for Ye Jicheng and help with his revenge. You approached me and my mother. You replaced Professor Ji. You approve the parenting style of your father. Am I right? I told you to stop!
What about you then? Is your so-called kindheartedness totally sincere? When you help your visitors, haven’t you ever thought of He Jun? Sis! Can you really cure me? I think something is very wrong with me. I’m sorry, Ms. He. I don’t think I’m ready. I feel that I’m terminally ill. Ms. He, I think…
I think my life is going to collapse. No one can help me. I have no future. Being hated means being isolated. Don’t touch me! I think I can understand you at this moment. I also understand why you feel lonely. Do you still want it? Because no one has ever stood by you
Since your childhood. We can control what we do. But sometimes, we are unable to face ourselves. Every family will have its own issues. And sooner or later, we have to come out of that shell. If you want to be braver and to protect others, the first thing you need to do
Is to protect yourself. No one can deny the pain you’ve been through before. And no one can look down on you because of that. In this world, everyone is their own person. You need to believe in yourself. You’re not alone. Everything you’re doing for yourself now
Can be felt by the person you were in the past, making yourself more confident for the future. Thank you, Ms. He. I feel a lot better. Ms. He, thanks for your help. Ms. He, thank you for making me brave again. Ms. He, after listening to you, I’m so motivated right now. Ms. He,
Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you, Ms. He. Your support is really important to me. You’re right. I became a psychological counselor because of my little brother, because I wanted to heal my wounds and more importantly, because of what my brother had said. I want to be a doctor
And invent a kind of medicine. After taking it, we’ll feel very happy and be ready to love this world. I admit that I feel guilty. Every time I cure a visitor, the pain of my brother’s passing feels fresher. More than once, I asked myself, can I really make it?
Can I do a good job? Am I objective? But Ms. Wen, I wonder if there really are perfect people in this world. No one is a saint. We’re all selfish. But I don’t think we should feel ashamed of that. Because we’re human beings and every human being has his own psychological needs. Honestly,
I treat them for selfish reasons. Because the process of their treatment is also a process for me to grow up and be stronger. You’re different than what I’ve imagined. I love my brother very much and I also care a lot about every visitor. I didn’t take good care of you.
No one is perfect. It’s okay, Mo. I admit that I’ve drawn energy from them. It made me grow up. But everything I did is meaningful. I’m needed. I’ve blamed you for going to psych my mother up without telling me. However, this time, I also discovered that my mother
Went to visit my brother’s grave. As her daughter, I didn’t know if this was a good thing for her. However, speaking as a psychological counselor, my family experienced loss yet didn’t mourn properly. That’s the core of our pain. From this point of view, I want to thank you even more. Ms. Wen,
You have a kind nature. Don’t try to erase it. If you really wanted to hurt me or breach the ethics of psychological counselors, you could have disturbed me, influenced me, or even leaked the information of my visitors to hurt my mom when you were my supervisor. But you’ve done none of these.
Please value yourself. You’re needed. Do you really think so? Absolutely. That’s why I said we had common goals. Let’s do something meaningful together. Ms. Wen, are you up to something again this time? Wise people ♪We’re meant to come into the hearts♪ change their actions to suit the times. ♪And shine♪
♪We know there are still countless obstacles♪ ♪On our way ahead♪ Don’t be nervous. Be happy. Keep smiling. Come on. Come on. Let’s go. Mom. Here you are. Hello… Hello, Madam. Hello. He said «hello madam». I heard that. He’s right here in front of me, of course I heard it. Look, there’s no Wi-Fi
And I can only watch one channel on TV. I’ve watched this program so many times that I’ve memorized every move. Madam, I’ll install Wi-Fi for you. No, thank you. Madam, it’s time to eat. Let me treat you to lunch. Oh, no need for that. Let’s order takeout at the restaurant nearby
And eat here. I have to mind the store no matter what happens, right? We’re not rich, period. If you don’t like it, then I’m sorry. Mom, why are you so aggressive today? He was just being nice. You call that aggressive? Besides, we’re not rich indeed. Why can’t I talk about it? Madam,
I bought beef for you on my business trip. Have a try. Um, speaking of beef, it reminds me of your uncle. Our family was poor then. He worked as a coach driver and became sick with gastroptosis. He can’t eat or work much now. And your aunt keeps borrowing money from me.
I’ve given her all the money I won from playing mahjong. I’m penniless now. Mom, he bought beef. That’s it. What are you talking about? Also, my aunt has returned the money, hasn’t she? What? You don’t want me to mention your relatives, do you? Do you think they embarrass you?
You know I didn’t mean that. Why are you picking on me? Lili, I think what your mom said is great. Madam, I can tell it right away that despite your harsh words, you have a kind heart. I know, right? Right? I mean, if the relatives
Of those I play mahjong with are in need, I’m sure they won’t help. Although I’m bad-tempered, I have a warm heart. Warm heart. Right? Um, thanks for the beef. Um… This is for you. Thank you. Madam, honestly, I’ve always had a dream of starting my own shop with various kinds of snacks.
Meeting you brings me closer to my dream. I wonder if I can work here in the future. Sure. But I can’t pay you. Madam, you don’t need to. I’ll do all the hard work here. I’ll also install Wi-Fi for you so you won’t be a free rider anymore, okay?
As long as she agrees, I’m okay with that. It depends on my mood. Drink it. This time, we work with the Third Municipal Hospital. I’ve selected five from 30 applicants as the visitors of our group counseling. Although their illnesses and the stages of the disease are different, they have same psychological problems.
I hope that this counseling can help them know more about themselves and learn to live with their illness. I see. Ms. Wen, if I’m not doing well enough, please give me some advice. Okay, let’s start. Hello everyone, I’m Wen Liang, your counselor. Hello, I’m He Dun, the assistant counselor. Nice to meet you.
Let’s start then. How about you introduce yourselves? Who wants to be the first? I don’t know where to start. You may start with your own health condition. How about you go first, Ms. Zhang? I’m Zhang Xiaolan, I’m… Zhang Xiaolan, 52 years old. She has advanced liver cancer.
All of a sudden, she refused to have a liver transplantation and was advised to join the group counseling by her doctors. She tends to get anxious and she’s eager to talk. She is a talkative visitor. I’m here because I have liver cancer and need a liver transplant. My son is the donor. However,
He argued with his wife a few days ago and he was upset. I wasn’t happy either so just called it quits. Now [Patient with advanced liver cancer Suddenly called it quits] I don’t have to suffer. But the doctors told me that I’d have a very good chance to recover
If I could receive a transplant. My son is a coward. To raise him, I’ve gone through so much. Ms. Zhang, I think now everyone has learned a bit about your situation. How about you get to know everyone else first? Then we’ll listen to the opinions on your story. Okay. What do you think?
Ms. Zhang, sit down please. You don’t need to stand up when sharing your story. Okay. Anyone else who wants to introduce yourself? Hello, I’m Tang. How are you doing? Me? I’m doing great. It’s just chemotherapy. Tang, 17 years old. She has congenital leukemia. A month ago, she fell ill and was hospitalized.
She urgently needs a bone marrow transplant. She’s positive and optimistic, the only visitor that hasn’t shown any negativity. The doctors said that I could have the surgery when I’m stronger. May I know what illness you have? Leukemia. Then have you got a match now? Now the possibility of a successful match
Among unrelated people is only 1 in 100,000. Now all you can do is to adjust yourself and wait. Yu Guifang, 40 years old. She’s a head nurse. She has early stage cervical cancer. Facing hysterectomy, she’s depressed. You’re He Tao, right? I’m He Dun, the assistant counselor. Is that okay? Excuse me,
But you’re late. It’d be better if you explain it. There must be reasons. Anyway, he has come. He Tao, 21 years old, a university student. He suffers from bone cancer and needs amputation. He’s emotionally unstable and frequently complained discontentedly during the interview. His family persuaded him to have the surgery but failed.
He’s a complainer who rejects help. How about you? Why don’t you talk? I’m Zhao Jun. Zhao Jun, 60 years old, now in recovery after the rectal cancer surgery. He’s not doing well mentally. He’s a silent visitor. Zhang Xiaolan may push him to talk. Normally speaking, the counselor needs to stop those talkative visitors.
However, they may push silent visitors to speak sooner. What’s this smell? What illness do you have? Rectal cancer. I just had surgery. Then you must be having chemotherapy now. [Zhao Jun Inferiority] He Tao, you’re the last one to arrive. What do you want to share with us? I have bone cancer.
The doctors said both of my legs needed to be amputated. I didn’t want to come but my family forced me to. Anyway, amputation is inevitable. Why am I here? What’s the point? I suggest you to face reality as soon as you can too. Tao, listen to me please. Cheer up.
Since you’re already here, listen to those two counselors. I’m also here because my son and daughter-in-law asked me to come. We need to calm down. Everyone here is seriously ill. Mind your own business, okay? Don’t be angry. This is for your own good. Don’t be so ungrateful. What are you talking about?
Relax, please. We’re not feeling well so it’s normal if we’re in a bad mood. Ms. Yu, how about you introduce yourself? My name is Yu Guifang. Recently, all of a sudden, I was diagnosed with cervical cancer. In the past few years, I’d been trying hard to have a kid. However,
I’m going to have my uterus removed now. So recently, I’ve been very upset and I’m here today hoping that you two can help me. [Yu Guifang Upset recently Hoping to get help] I’m a nurse working in a hospital. So I often meet patients who suffer from different illnesses. Today, after meeting you,
I couldn’t help but ask you some questions. Please don’t think too much. Ms. Yu, I’m sorry. I got you wrong. Please forgive me. It’s all right. Ms. Yu mentioned an important word just now. I wonder if you have noticed. Mood. Well said. In the future, we’ll be able to share
And discuss our moods here. That will be a very important thing. But now, I have a question for you first. We divide your feelings towards the illness into four stages. First, shock. You don’t believe that you’re ill. Second, anger. You don’t accept that you’re ill. Third, depression. You’ve accepted it that you’re ill,
Yet you’re very upset about it. Fourth, acceptance. You’ve fully accepted it and faced it calmly. These four stages may appear in different orders and may overlap too. Which stage are you in? The fourth stage. Can you explain? Do you believe in miracles? I do. I was diagnosed with leukemia when I was born.
The doctors said I could only live for 16 years at most. But, see, I’m 17 now. I want to hold on longer. If I can live another year, I’ll take the college entrance exam next year. If I can live even longer, I want to visit the Northeast to see what snow is like.
Snow is beautiful. My uncle lives in the Northeast and the snow will be so thick during the winter. We can make a lot of little snowmen. Yeah. What about other people? Would you like to say something? I think I’m in the third stage. I haven’t been able to fully accept it now.
I feel so devastated not being able to have children. I just think it’s so unfair. What’s so good about having children? They’re all ungrateful when they grow up. I have a son. After he got married and had children of his own, I became his burden. Think it over.
We have to live for ourselves. I’ve devoted my life to my son, [Eager to talk] yet after I fell ill, he wasn’t there for me. She has such a bad temper, of course her son won’t take care of her. Guess you’re the one who won’t look after your parents.
What are you talking about? You’re so rude towards us. How can you be nice to your parents? How do you know that? – I’m sorry, – I mean… I have to interrupt you. Actually we may all feel angry and discontented. But we need to vent it out in a proper way,
Without attacking each other personally, okay? Ms. Zhang, you may continue. Calm down please. I’d feel sad if my son hadn’t wanted to donate his liver to me. Now he is going to donate it to me, yet I still feel so upset. That’s my son’s liver. How can I take it?
How can any mother take her son’s liver to live? Ms. Zhang, take your time. Mr. Zhao, I think you have something to say. She’s saying harsh words, yet she may be very afraid inside. Ms. Zhang is in a lot of pain. She worries about her son and has to bear the pain alone.
No one else can share her pain. Ms. Zhang, do you think they’ve understood you? Ms. Yu said what’s in my heart. Ms. Zhang, take it easy. Anyone else? Anyone else who wants to share their mood? He Tao, you haven’t said much. Would you like to talk? It’s okay
If you don’t want to talk. Anyone else who wants to speak for him? Anger. He doesn’t want to accept that he’s ill. Right. He doesn’t want to accept it. And he’s throwing a tantrum and calling people names. What’s wrong with a patient being angry? Why do I have to accept it?
What’s wrong with not accepting it? Can’t I be angry? Those of you who have children, if your child was going to have both legs amputated at the age of 20, would you still be indifferent like now? That’s too much. That’s really too much. How can you say they’re indifferent? We’re all in pain.
You’re not the only one. We just care about you and want to cheer you up. I’m not here to cheer myself up. Why are you here then? You knew the answer, didn’t you? I came here because my parents forced me to. Why are you here? You’re just saying sweet words to please them.
That’s not what I mean. I just think that if everyone can be happy… Happy? Is happiness that important? Can happiness save my legs? Can happiness cure your illness? You’re here to pretend to be happy, aren’t you? Don’t you know that the fake happiness on your face disgusts me? Shut up!
You all think so, don’t you? Then what do you think I should do? Should I just cry and complain about the unfairness of life? Am I not allowed to smile just because I’m ill? Do you think the only way to live as a patient is to be like you? Do you think
That all I deserve is to live the rest of my life in tears? The address on the letter about An Na’s story is false. False? Then it’s either a fictional story, or the sender didn’t want to disclose her true identity. Anyway, the story is good and I don’t think we’ll be affected.
The author is quite good with words. What’s up? What are you worried about? We received this good story unexpectedly. As it gets more and more attention, the listeners are also more and more into it. We have to plan ahead. You fear that the author may suddenly stop sending letters to us?
Oh, here’s a postcard too. Judging by the text, this is a postcard sent by An Na. An Na’s mailing address is on it too. [Flower Coffee House] Why are you here? Aren’t you going to look for An Na at the new address?
Give me a ride and drop me off at my mom’s place. Ms. He, you’ve learned to be clingy. Mr. Qian, you have no shame now. Let’s go. Hey, hey, hey, what is this? Hey, hey, hey, the clock is ticking. Time goes by and I get old. My youth has gone. Qian Kaiyi,
Stop singing or you have to get off. I’m a good singer, right? Nice. The listeners’ messages are so interesting. I’m looking forward to them already. We can use your singing as the background music too. Of course. That’s my idea, after all. Okay, focus on driving. Forget about the singing. Don’t worry.
My driving skills are very reliable. But honestly, had I been born in the era when the music scene was prosperous, maybe I’d have wanted to become a singer too, just like An Na. ♪The closer I get, the more distant you are♪ ♪You always change and I devote myself to make up♪
♪Later you disappeared in a heavy mist♪ ♪Where should I send my ridiculous love letter to♪ ♪Because of fate but more because of cruelty♪ ♪I can only pretend not to care about the twists♪ ♪I’m living happily without you now♪ The road of searching was too long. The only thing
To record her memories of all these years was her footprint. Time went by fast and she spent her time waiting. She feared that she might forget why she had come. ♪Finally I won’t cry or feel sad for you♪ She feared that she might give up halfway.
♪He holds my hand tightly to feel the warmth♪ But she just couldn’t forget the night when she said goodbye to her family on the backseat of an old motorcycle. So, between a stable life and wandering, she chose to continue wandering. Do you know Wang Xiaojun? Who is Wang Xiaojun? Who is he?
I don’t know him. Wang Xiaojun. Don’t you know Wang Xiaojun? He’s a trumpeter who has also performed here. He’s a singer too. You say you don’t know him? You must be lying! You just don’t want to tell me. Listen, if you’ve seen him, tell me. I’ll pay you money. Okay? Go ahead!
What is she doing? I have money! You don’t believe me? I have money! I have money! What are you doing? Don’t make a scene here. What’s wrong with you? Stop it. The search failed again and again and An Na felt exhausted. She was almost begging the audience for information about Xiaojun. For her,
The audience was not unfamiliar onlookers, but her fading hope. Hello! Anyone here? Who’s there? Who are you looking for? I listen to every episode of your program. I’m a loyal fan. Madam, this is your own apartment, right? Yes. It used to be my mom’s. Later, my parents passed away, leaving it to me.
It’s good for ordinary people like me to have several rooms to rent out for extra money. However, this apartment is worth a lot. The monthly rent would be two or three thousand. If I sold it, the price per square meter would be tens of thousands. Your apartment is in the city center,
A great location. It’s well worth the price. Right. So that’s why we’re waiting for the relocation. Here we are. Now no one wants to rent rooms without a bathroom. Even if they do, it’s used as a warehouse. It seems that this place has been forgotten. Madam, do you still remember
That a female singer rented your room over 20 years ago? At that time, I was only in my early 20s and my mom was the one dealing with the tenants then. I don’t really know. Please recall it again. She was a single woman with a child. I don’t remember. She was very young
And her name is An Na. Now I remember it. I know this woman. Um, what’s your relationship with her? Nothing, it’s just that our program is looking for a listener. Listener? Do you know who she is? This way please. Lin, serve the customers. Okay. An Na, here you are. Thank you. You’re welcome.
Your voice is really nice. You’re like a little diva. I know I’m just a restaurant manager, but I can tell good singing from bad. Well, come here and perform whenever I have a show in the future. I’ll pay you this amount for each performance, okay? Money is not the most important.
Thank you for giving me this chance. Okay. Thank you, Mister! You’re welcome. By the way, I wonder when the band will perform tonight. I want to watch the performance. You’re looking for someone, aren’t you? The band will perform last tonight, and you have to wait. It’s okay. I can wait.
How can that work? The kid needs to sleep. She’s used to it. That won’t work. Well, she can sleep in my office tonight. Is that okay? Thank you then. Is that okay, Xiaokele? Can you stay here tonight? Thank you. Enjoy yourself. Thank you. Anything else do you want? Anything else? No, thanks. No?
♪Listen, the melody of the wind♪ ♪The sound♪ ♪Of the leaves falling down slowly♪ ♪Look, the bright sunshine♪ ♪You♪ ♪Hurried by♪ ♪The little secrets locked in my heart♪ ♪The sad but beautiful rainy season♪ ♪The inevitable and reluctant farewell♪ ♪Those bits and pieces♪ ♪Those memories♪ ♪The pen I borrowed from you and never returned♪
♪The things I pretended to know♪ ♪The sigh I happened to hear♪ ♪Those bits and pieces♪ ♪Those memories♪ ♪You’re always there, it’s all about you♪ ♪It’s all about you♪